Should give myself one chance to forwarding, forgiveness, and make the buffer period more luxurious
recently I leave the selectdb company because I choose the chance to apply to polyU, but when I ask many people the options important for me what could I do next, there are various views for the future and the coding atmosphere. Then now I might be compele myself to focus on one thing that develop the abilities about code and exercies consistently to participate in many large company or open the life where I could go with the task due to remote work.
I do what next
Maybe for someone there are many opportunities to work or mphil but for me nothing. Then I shoud know that study hard, learn hard, and work everday is the one way that enable me access the large company. Leecode and document I shoud repeatedly learn, and the open source need to consist on doing.
life isn’t successful everytime
Sometime I feel failure and nervous. Maybe this is the session for young perple to old people, but for me I can’t receive the feelin. Besides for me I never feel this, from high school unil now. I couldn’t realize the failue that hang on my heart. One day I might be successful and bought everthging I want to get but today I’m not hard working and learning anygthing. I think this is the main reason effecting me why I can’t emphasis my attention for learning. I minght be good luck, but I hope the time not now.
the plan to change myself
Tommoraw, to running, to learning the skills with code and exerciese the leecoded, to study English by loudly speaking and to writer one blog again to find the transfer between today and tommoraw.